I can't believe it. After a negative test last Wed. I decided to test again because I was 2 days late. Sure enough this morning I got my BFP. I still have so much doubt. I feel like it isn't real or that the test was lying to me. It was a little faint, but definitely a positive there. I have been having cramps for the past week...that has me worried of course. But it is such a thrilling feeling. I am happy for the first time since I lost Jack. Really truly happy. I have to admit I feel so much guilt for being preggo when many of you have been trying for so long. Its very hard when I have become so close to so many of you. I hope and pray this baby lives. I don't want to miscarry, I don't want this baby to die. I'm scared but happy.
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