Hello everyone! How are you doing today? I decided to create this thread because sometimes I feel so lonely in this whole TTC journey. I never thought this will be so hard! I honestly want to know how you stay positive? I have been trying for 3 years. I know many of you TTC much longer, but still... By the way I’m 39. I read these forums. I know many of you have been trying much longer, and have taken many further steps than I have. So what do you do to keep yourself positive? I'm frustrated, sad, angry. I’m jealous of others. DH and I argue more frequently. I can say TTC has been one of the more unpleasant experiences in my life. Especially this month. I was nauseous, temps stayed up, and I was late. I am NEVER late! So I had dared to allow myself to hope. Even managed to wait 2 days before I tested. Test showed negative, and AF arrived later that morning.
day 2-this is so hard waiting!!!!!Only my 4th time around and I hate this two weeks where I can’t tell anyone or tell for myself if it worked. Please send prayers!
Logically, I know it's not true but, it feels like every single day now someone else is announcing they are pregnant, or having their baby. Both my siblings have children now. My sister-in-law is also due any moment. And here I am- no children, desperately trying and starting in on fertility treatments this month. My hope... I'm trying my damndest to stay positive that maybe for my husband and I,...