My husband and I have been trying to conceive our first child for one year and four months. Over the time I have had many family members and friends who have become pregnant and had healthy babies. I cant seem to stop the unhappiness. It makes me so angry when they fall pregnant and they arent even married or with the father of the child. I dont know how to make this go away. I was doing fine for a while and then a friend had her baby the other day and it made me so sad. I want to know when I will get that moment with my child. I just want to know that im not losing my mind. I hate feeling like this but I cant help it. Sometimes i feel selfish that I want it so badly that Im taking this joyful moment and turning it into something so upsetting. I try to talk to my husband about the feelings i have but he doesnt really understand. He says it will happen in time. I guess i am looking for someone who is going thru something simmilar to me to talk to. My family doesnt know that we are trying to conceive. They think that I am too young to be a mother. I cant talk to them about it. I am 20 years old and my husband is 21. I have experianced a lot in my life and im not as young as I seem.
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