I really thought this quest would be different, I never thought for a moment that it'd be easy but I thought it would bring me and my husband closer together... It seems that all it has done is bring to the surface a lot of feelings that we didn't even know where there, we are suposed to be having fun and loving sex... but the connection is not the same anymore, is it that we are too consious of what the goal is? should we stop TTC? I want to be a mom more than anything in my life but even more than that I want to be happy with my husband. He's the best thing that has ever happened to me and I don't want to sacrifice our marriage over this. Can't I have both? I really feel like running away from it all, like going to some distant place for a while, all by myself, where no one can find me or reach me in any way and just have some alone time... I feel soooooo BLUE!
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