Things are falling apart. Nothing seems to go right for me. The only real family I have is my husband, he's in the military and deployment is unaviodable as a pilot. And no one approved of us getting married so we never got to have a real wedding. I don't mind my mother in law but we are too different to be very close. We buy a house and everything that could possibly go wrong does, my lender calls me murphy's law. Plus we were assured we could get out of our lease, now we have a thousand dollar a month rent payment and mortgage. I'm young I should be trying to not to get pregnant, and now I'm having trouble with it. All of my friends take their children for granted and most of them had them in high school. Everyone at this post is pregnant. And I mean everyone. I have a freid that just had a little boy, one that just had a little girl, one that just had twins, three that are pregnant and sadly enough that is only the beginning. Then to top it all off to go see a specialist I have to deal with the tricare refferal system. Is anyone else military? I dread this. We are making an appointment today. Won't get in for a month. Then won't get to a specialist for at least a month after that. I'm sorry I'm vent I'm just so frustrated. I'm ready for something to fall into place and I'm sick of watching people who everything comes so easy for.
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