I can't believe I am back here again!! In May we had a miscarriage. I found Daily Strength at the end of May and it was my lifeline in those early days post-loss. Then, we started to try to conceive in June and so I moved more onto the Trying To Conceive group. Shockingly, by the end of July, we were pregnant again and so I moved to the Pregnancy after Loss group. Found out 2 weeks ago this pregnancy was not viable (blighted ovum) and m/c last Thursday. Back to the Miscarriage board. This m/c was easier as I was earlier on, it was a blighted ovum (and so no actual baby in there) and I was a lot more informed. I am recovering incredibly fast from this one physically. And so, we do want to try again as soon as possible. I am 40 and cannot wait around and so, here I am again on the TTC board. I pray that my journey to the Pregnancy after Loss group will be as fast as last time.
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