I have been doing extremely well for about a month now. I've maybe pulled 2 lashes in that time. They are actually growing in and starting to get long! I am so excited but...I am starting to have a really hard time with this. Today I cant keep my hands away from my face/eyes...I've been tugging at them, luckily havent pulled one out. I am just so scared I'm on the verge of a relapse and failing. I would be devastated. I feel like this is the stupidest thing in the world and why cant I just stop this! I think I am also stressing because right now the lashes are not thick and I'm so worried that they never will be full because i ruined them and I'll still look like a "freak"...sigh. I think this strong temptation is related to my anxiety level...it's pretty high right now for some reason. If any of you believe in prayer...I could use some!
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