..and I think that a part of me doesn't really want to stop pulling. I hate that anxious feeling and pulling just relieves it, and it feels good. Sometimes i think that I just don't have the willpower to stop myself. I guess i just haven't found anything else to relieve my anxiety. Oh gosh I don't know about this anymore. All I know is that the other day i pulled out all of the hair in the front of my head and now I have to cover it up with my bangs and this sucks!!
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