Well, I am about 95 percent bald right now, all from pulling. When I get off of work I cant wait to take my wig off and pull but there really isnt anything left to pull, so I rub my head. I have never had it this bad and feel such shame. I put a bandana on and just pull around it. I am really getting tired of myself. I started two weeks ago on naltrexone, a dr at work recommended it, and so far no change. I am real tired of feeling so self conscious from the minute I wake up until I go to bed. It takes all my mental energy that is so needed elsewhere. It just disgusts me when I look in the mirror and makes me feel real mentally unstable to have pulled every single hair out of my head, one at a time. I just dont know what to do next.
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