i hate to sound pathetic but im just really down today. i look in the mirror everyday and see that my hair looks horrible and its so thin because i pull in all places pretty much, on my scalp. i just pulled about twenty hairs in about 5 minutes too. sometimes i can overcome my emotions when i think of my disorder but today its just getting the better of me. i feel like i bother my boyfriend way too much about me being depressed and pulling my hair. im either really happy or really down. when there is something bothering me i just think and think i get paraniod about it. i get irritated easily and i feel bad for my guy because hes usually the target. it just really hard to not have many people to talk to. i know he tells me different but i feel like im driving him away with my problems not to mention the fact that i have bald spots. he said its hard to look at me because of my hair. all he wants is for me to get better and thats all i want too. just venting and rambling on. anyway i wear my hair its noticable. maybe other people notice maybe not but i do and its driving me crazy. it almost makes me want to pull more
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