pull pull pull. i was good for 4 days. and then the urge came. PULL PULL. fidget some, stop some. back to pulling pull. tugging pulling. my nails are so short it hurts to use them to pull but i threw out my tweezers. i need to pull. it hurts. hurts phyically and emotionally. cant pull that one hair, it gets to you. you play with it, it gets that feeling where you dont touch it but you know that one hair is there. YOU NEED TO GET IT OUT. its there kind of mocking you. PULL PULL PULL. 2 days of nonstop pulling.I'm actually drained. it's worse than before. i almost think i shouldn't try to stop again. it will come back ten times stronger...what then? i don't pull my head hair but what if it comes to that? what if there is no more eyebrow hairs left and my urge isn't satisfied? what then?
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