I just found this site last night and it is amazing how many of your thoughts are so similiar to my own. I have been pulling for 8 years now, and recently it's been the worst it's ever been. I feel like I'm not me anymore. I feel like it's physically my body and my mind but it's not me anymore who lives in it. I feel as if my entire life is nothing more than trich.I have never faked being happy this much ever. I can be in an incredible mood and a second later pull my hair and feel worthless. What's worse is I also have other little habits like making my hair have split ends and then splitting them for hours! I also search for hours to find white hairs on my head(and im only 21 ahhh).Anyways, I would really like to talk to someone about this that ACTUALLY understands me. I would love to exchange emails or even meet up with someone some day. Is anyone from the NJ area? I really need someone to talk to =( Thanks for listening guys! Can't wait to get to know you more!
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