I'm only eighteen and am a freshman in college this year. Im in band and we're playing on tv, a group of us is going to be filmed and shown on several channels, butI've been pulling so much lately! We don't wear our hats for public performances, so all my bald spots will be visible to anyone watching that show in the US, and it's a big game. I should be excited but I just feel like I'm going to be sick. At the beginning of the summer I shaved my head to try and cure myself, bt it didnt work and now on top of having reallyshort hair there are massive bald spots on top of my head and behind my ears. Nobody says anything, but I know they think I'm weird, and thinking about how aweful it is just makes me pull more, until I sit and pull for maybe an hour a day. I'm gonna end up bald again, and I just feel so hopeless and worthless, so ugly.
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