Just the other day I added a goal to not pull for 2 weeks (figured I'd start like that then add on more time once I accomplish it). Well I could feel prickles on my eyelids and eyelashes and there was thin one last I HAD to pull out. I was very aware of what I was doing and was thinking of my goal. I pulled it and felt like t wasn't the right one so then I pulled and out came 4. I stopped after that. But I feel like I failed my goal now. The urge is still there to pull on that spot, but i won't!!! I'm trying so hard to fight. UGH!!! Am I a failure??
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