well today was a ctually kinda a bad day. i cant stop pulling, picking ripping out whatevr you want to call it. i haev my therapist appt. today in a little bit and i just cant wait to tell her everything. im totally sucking at school, i have to wear my hair up, and i just really want this pulling nonsense to be done. maybe whern i run out of hair to pull. but that wories me cause what will i pick out next? uhh. all i really need right now is someone special, prefeerably a boy, becauwe i dont seem to have much luck in that department considering im 17 and had 1 boyfriend, it probaly isnt likely that my prayers to God will be answered any differnelty then before. dont get me wrong, i totally love my family and they love me too. i just wish i had someone.
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