I can't take this anymore, there is the person people see on the outside and then there is the person that nobody sees on the inside. I have tried to come out but it seems I only cause pain to the ones I do not want to hurt, so I need to kill one of these persons and since I am so chicken to kill the one on the outside then it must be the ture person on the inside. I feel like crying, I have for the past few days, I do not know what to do and I do not have anyone to talk to that might be able to help, oh well. I hope you all have a good life, bye for ever.
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