Hi all! Well like all of you's (lol) I suffer tourettes. I also suffer ADD,OCD,Depression and all that wonderful crap.! I been through hell all through my teen years and my 20's. It's been a treat since it robbed me of any social life back then. PLus not related to tourette's, i been treated like crap when i was attending school. I couldn't do it anymore by the time eighth grade rolled around so then i was home tutored. SO i been isolated for quite some time while going through a bunch of rage attacks and tics that were horrible and OCD activity out the A**. I'll just cut right to the point but i wanted to give some of my background.
Okay, as i mentioned, I been robbed of any social life and so because of this, well, is a big start of it all, i never been in a relationship ever. I am 35 years old, and i sit many times thinking of this situation, yap to myself
saying it's not my fault because i am not up to par with others my age or 10 years younger as far as communication and social skills. I haven't a clue as of why this haunts me like it does and i just wish it would go away and not bother me with this nonsense, but it bothers me. It's all in front of me everywhere i go, it's on TV and it's....everywhere! So, i tried many times to ignore it but it always haunts me then creates depression. there's more to this than i'm telling but i'll be typing forever...almost. I was just curious if any of you have any advise like... am i dwelling on something stupid, am i not thinking right or whatever you have to say??????? Let me add just to let you know that i try when the time is right, no tourettes or any of the related stuff, I do approach women but they're married, and the rest they're a decade younger than me so i don't bother of course. I tried online dating but i can only interest women from Russia. Not that they are terrible, some have good hearts and i lost one interested woman in the Ukraine. Since i was having a hell of a time and didn't see much of any change in my future, i told her a stupid lie to only disinterest her in me because i live with my parents and i collect social security checks. She was an absolute angel and i regret what i did.
okay, help me out if you will, from those of you who get out and have lives. thank you all so much!!!!!