Hunter started the new tic yesterday, he gasps for air and then grunts after, it is heartbreaking, I know one of you said your child did this and you had even taken them for a lung test,, this one is by far the hardest tic yet,, it sounds like he is going to pass out.. I will say hunter doesnt have any motor tics yet just vocal, but not sure,, this all started a month ago yesterday,, i dont know if i will make it through this i just want to run away, i am not one who can handle alot, i told my sister that when my niece was really bad, that i could never handle a child with tourettes, i am not sure how strong i can be, i am feeling like i am going down again, the guilt i feel blaming myself for all of this, i had troubles conceiving, three miscarriages, then i had surgery to conceive, i think god was telling me not to have kids, and look what has happened, i dont want to be around him because i feel sick when it happens, i dont think i can do this.. i miss my husband i wish he would get on a dam plane.. well i gotta go, i am so sad.. :(
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