Who one here has this? When I say reactive I mean not only does it go up with louder sounds, but low level sounds too....such as the computer, sound therapy machine, your heater kicks on, any freaking noises around you the tinnitus competes with it. It has to be the loudest. I know that there is the whole "perception theory" but I actually hear mine getting louder, if a truck passes by my house, or The dishwasher is running. Geez, it drives me nuts. I feel as if I am having a really bad spike lately or I am just more focused on it. I had to quit the job. Luckily, the people who I was working for are very understanding, and will hire me back when I am ready. I believe I was actually making the anxiety worse, and in turn the tinnitus louder, from having to leave my comfort zone. That isn't even the worst part. I got a terrible cold the very VERY first day I was there. the luck, huh. Which I believe spiked the t too. I just got over a bad cold and then got another one. So I had to call in for 3 days.....being sick, and then worrying if I was going to be able to handle this job caused a lot of anxiety. Also, I have had t for about 10 months. Do you feel that yours has gotten louder since you first got it bc I sure do. Sometimes I think "how loud can this possibly get?" And the anxiety? does it ever get better? I still am suffering panic attacks. Well, it seems I come on here a lot to moan and groan, I know all of you understand.
Thanks, and God Bless,
Thanks, and God Bless,
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