Today I dropped anoter 1/4 of Klonopin putting me at 3/4 mg a day from 4mg. I am taking 20 mg Lexapro and 3/4 Klonopin and 20 mg valuim in morning and then just 20 mg of Valuim at night. So now only taking drugs 2 times a day. After Klonopin is gone I will stay on valuim for 30 day's then slowly wean down 5 mg a week till I hit 10 mg a day then it is 1mg a week withdrawal till no more Valuim, then..... I see how I am doing wait 1 year and start coming off of Lexapro if all is good. so now you all know the plan. Now.. I understand anything can change and I am willing to change in what ever it takes to feel good even if it means staying on drugs. This is a test to see how i respond to NO drugs. I hope it is good! Feel real good today and with the help of POSITIVE THINKING I will feel good tomorrow. Now for the big ending......ready..... I ask girl I have know out to dinner to night and she said and I quote: "about time" yes! So wish me luck, not for anxiety I feel fine, that I can have a nice quiet dinner without any worry. Update on date coming soon to a "post" near you! :-))))
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