Well all, wish me luck! I am trying to find a job again. On days that I have things to do, and I get out of bed and do things, I am anxious at first to go do them, but I feel so great after I get out and about. When I am anxious about going somewhere I just sit in the parking lot, take a few deep breaths and just say "WHATEVER I gotta do this!" and I do it... on days that I have nothing to do and I just sit around the house I feel like crap, and my anxiety is even worse! Lately I have been taking my dog out in the yard just to play and run around to keep myself busy and it helps a lot! I had an interview yesterday, and another on Thursday and I have been sending my resume to a lot of places. I am hoping that if I have a job, I will feel better... not working sometimes I feel worthless. I know I am not, but I just feel like poo sitting around all day lol... I know it will be a big step, and it will be hard at first, but the first step to succeding, is exactly that... TAKING THE FIRST STEP... the longer I sit around the worse it is going to get. And if it doesn't work at least I tried. I just want to have money, feel like I am putting into my fiancee and I's relationship, and we are struggling to get by on just his income... So if I start workign I will stop having stress over money and we will be able to go do things too.. so wish me luck :)
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