Well, I pushed myself to look for a job the other day, and I really did not think anything would happen with it. It turns out that I now have an interview on Tuesday. I am really anxious, and have a lot of fear to deal with. I have not worked for 6 years ! I cannot even find my stupid resume' ! I am not sure that I am ready for this, and yet it is happening. I don't want to fail at this. Then I would be too scared to do it again. I hope this is making sense... I just don't think I am ready - but if I keep saying that, will I ever be ready ? I would so appreciate some advice and prayers for me. I am just shaking inside. I cannot believe how this anxiety affects every aspect of our lives like this. It seems so unfair. I do have medication to take, which might be the one thing that saves me. I would rather have a different attitude about this whole situation !
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