I just wanted to tell everyone why I am feeling lost for a couple of days. I think the main reason is that the job fell through, but there are other things on my mind. I know that I am usually very positive about everything, and right now I just don't feel the positivity. So, the reason I am posting is that I am hoping you all can help. That is another reason that this group exists, and I need some positive feedback from someone. My hubby and my close friend say, " don't worry about it ! " It's hard not too feel worried - more like the fact that I failed. Yep - Sugar is feeling bad. I was very hesitant to post anything, but I feel like you can help me because you are my friends. I don't know what else to do because I feel like I have no purpose in life right now. I feel like everyone works but me. And yet, I also feel that I was not ready anyway. So, maybe I should feel relieved ! But with this anxiety, it is not that easy. It creeps into your head and says bad things even if they are not true. All I know is that I don't feel right, and it does not feel good. I know this will pass - but it is here right now and I feel like very frustrated that I cannot shake it ! Any advice or positive comments would be appreciated. Guess what - I am human and i have bad days too. Thanks for listening everybody.
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