I have been sexually abused more than once.........and i started having sex with this guy more than a year ago........i fell like hoplessly in love with him but anyways when we had sex it hurt so bad at first i just broke down in tears but everytime i complained or cried, my x got pissed off and made me feel like shit so i learned to just keep my mouth shut so when it hurt really bad i didn't say anything i just let him do it........is it bad that i didnt stop him, will i regret it later.........i already have problems......like bladder problems and i'm only 17 could that be because i just kept on having painful sex and how do i make the pain go away.........I want sex all the time yet it's painful so why is that....... is there something wrong with me?
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