So my older brother introduced me last year to his friend David. we got really close and he became like a second older brother to me. Last year he would send me a text every morning telling me to have a good day. He would pick me up from school if i needed him to. He took me to parties, and every night he would text me telling me he loved me and sweet dreams. But than I met one of his friends, Juan, and we started having a thing. We had sex, and pretty much at the time I was only into hook ups, no strings attatched. Than with David I thought I felt more for him and we ended up hooking up a couple times. But than I stopped it because it didnt feel right. Juan found out, and he was pissed about it. I ended up wanting to be officially Juans gf when he found, and so I made every effort to prove to him how much he meant to me. So we made up, but than he broke it off a couple weeks later, and I got upset and kind of went off on him. But we worked it out and now we are friends. However during all this I would go to David when I needed advice or a shoulder to cry on. So pretty much I caused all this drama. Because of that David doesnt even talk to me anymore. Im really upset about it because I miss him a lot, and I love him and I dont want to lose him forever. I really dont kow what to do.
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