Ok so the other night my g/f who i have broken up with more times then i like to remember asked me to marry her and i said yes, at the time i don't really remember feeling anything and now a week on i am getting mixed feelings, i was engaged to a boy a couple years ago and when i was with him i felt like nothing could ever go wrong it felt so perfect, shouldn't it be the same with my g/f? To be perfectly honest i have some trust issues especially with my g/f atm because of past issues and also because of her still being close to her not too recent ex-b/f. Can someone please help me make sense of this i hav no clue what to do or if there is anything i can do!!
Thnx CJ xx
Thnx CJ xx
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