i lost my virginity, and im really nervous about what will happen if my parents find out...i start crying when ever my friends get mad at me because i make the wrong decision or i do the wrong thing but ever since this happened they gets more mad, faster. I promised the guy i lost it to that i wouldn't sleep with anyone else, but that means waiting a year before we see eachother again. and i really do love him. we decided we could date other people we just couldn't get serious with them, but it so hard having a serious relationship and knowig that it can't go past holding hands and kissing. But i have never loved any one as much as i love him, and it really hurt when i found out he'd kissed his gurlfriend when i hadn't even held hands with mine, and then when he calls he always talks about how he loves this gurl and all i can think about is "WHAT ABOUT ME
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