I am so confused now. I am starting to think I might just possibly be Bisexual. My mum said recently that I thought I was Gay before really figuring it out. Like I started to like girls and immediatly thought I was Gay and didn't even consider I liked both. She also said that most of my heroes are men and not women and I am not friends with women and I look up to men more and have posters of men all around my room. Now that she has thrown that shadow of doubt I am starting to think it may be. I do think Billy Idol is desirable and Sid Vicious and Johnny Rotten are as well. I have also noticed David Bowie but over all of them it is Boy George, I think I may have a crush on him. I do find him quite attractive and could visualize myself kissing him. I think that maybe I didn't think things over long enough and didn't really know before coming out. I am not sure if I should explain my feelings to my mum or just keep this to myself. Because, she could tell me dad and then he would be like, I told you so! Okay, so, let me explain this. My father thinks that this is just a phase and I will end up straight in the future. So now I face this delema. To think this over more or talk to my mum, she always tells me, you can tell me anything, we are best friends. And when I told her I might be Gay she went ahead and told my father even though I told her to keep her mouth shut. Now I am just fucking confused! Like, if she blabs this one out I am screwed. I just get kinda weird about my dad knowing these "things" about me. Does this sound strange? I just wish there was an answer to this sort of thing. Like, if I had a best friend that knew what I was going through, because right now I feel like I am finding myself. Could it be that I like both and just need to get a boyfriend or just go back to public school and see if I form any crushes. Could it be that boys still have "cooties" and I feel more comfortable with girls because they are my same gender? HELP!
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