So i would really like some help! My friend Sofia is one of my best friends, although sometimes she treats me like crap a littl ebit but no more wiht me then anyone else. I've been feeling this way for over a year that I like her, and that really fucking freaks me out because I love her as a friend. It's just that every time I feel somewhat neglected by her it like eats at me, and that doesn't happen with any of my other friends. She is depressed and whenever i see her cuts I feel just awful and my heart breaks. I just can't describe how i feel about her, it just doesn't feel like how a completely solid friendship feels. Whenever we have sleepovers I just want to kiss her. She has a boyfriend, they are cute, but I could be so much more. My feelings keep going up and down with her, just like all my other emotions, and i have a boyfriend also, but i don't know. She says she's bisexual also, and we talk about girls sometimes but it only makes me feel uncomfortable. The thing that sucks is that whenever i try to talk to her about my problems any more she doesn't seem to care, and thats the last person who i had to talk to. I don't relate to people, i can never talk to my friends or relate to them...just people on the internet or a therapist! but anyway, i just want her to care as much about me as i care about her, but i know she doesn't. should i distance myself from her?
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