so i hate to bring this to the board cause i see not many ppl talk so depressingly but i just have some EXTREMELY low self esteem, i mean i seriously dont think ill ever have a boyfriend or girlfriend, and this is just fucked up since i cant even tell if i just truley like girls or im just THAT desperate, and i also would have sex with a random person because i no itd make me feel wanted, but i doubt anybody would even give into that cause im so ugly, i see so many couples together and people who r so pretty and ppl who have a social life, it upsets me cause i dont have any of that, ive even given up on liking ppl generally, and if i like someone i hate myself for it cause it depresses me knowing they wont ever like me cause no one wants to be with an ugly chick who is really fucked up ,ive even wanted to cut my face up cause i hate it so much, mirrors r the most depressing thing on earth, i just hate being a teenager
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