well, i wasin love b4.. im in love again with someon iveknown my whole life n never hurt me. he means the world. but i am a cutter n it all started wit my first love. we went out for a year n then i gave him my virinity. i dont regret it jsut the fact months after i gave it to him he left me cuz he sid he couldnt handle me n that he cant b wit the same girl for that long.it broke me down n started my depression. then after that my 2 close freinds started to hate me n now we dont ever talk. n then a gang wanted a gang bang me cuz they heard it through my ex n he was soo mean to me n callin me a whore n ...uhh.. i dont wanna re live it. but then i felt like i had to hurt myself cuz how much i hurt him n ever since then ive been in the hospital for killin myself n cuttin n on meds after meds. the story keeps goin on=[ its hard but then a boy who has been there with me threw it all on the pasenger seat, just one day realized hes ment for me n as u see fate brought me to him n now hes my everything.
but the thing is my ex keeps tryint talk to me n b my friend but i keep tellin him to leave me alone n he wont stop. he got a gf now but idk y he wont leave me alone... its just reliving the nightmare he created