We've been together for almost 5 months.
I really am in love with him,
And he really seems to be in love with me.
We've already had sex, he was my first time and I was his third.
He always said how much he loved me, he always wanted me to believe it and we were so close.
Even teachers would come up to us and comment.
But...things have happened.
He snuck over once, and I passed out drunk from the alchohol I had before I got there, and from the alcohol that he gave me. I almost died of alcohol poisoning. He didn't know that at the time, and he left me there when I wouldn't wake up.
Then we got in a fight because I heard he was flirting with the second girl he fucked, so he finally got so mad that he threw down pictures and a note from the first girl he fucked.
He apologized and felt so bad for that.
I got over it and accepted his apology, he really seemed so sincerely sorry.
I doubted his love a couple times, but his best friend and my really close friend told me that he really did love me.
Coming from another guy that I trust in I believed it everytime I asked him.
But then, I went onto my boyfriend's account to delete a message between us so his dad wouldn't hack on and read it, and I stumbled upon another message.
Between his ex girlfriend that was his longest relationship and him.
He asked if she would ever date him again if he asked.
She said yes.
He saw the answer but didn't reply.
What should I do about this?