just after leaving school I started having really bad anxiety and panic attacks. The worry of having another panic attack is really overwhelming and stops me from doing the things I used to really enjoy. I'm starting a new job next week and I'm really nervous about my anxiety and having a panic attack in front of staff and colleagues.
Iv been to the doctors they prescribed me with propanalol but I don't think they work very well for me. A second time going they gave me an online counselling course but after phoning up to apply they told me I had to be over 18. I try to relax as much as I can to avoid stress but it's really close to when I start my new job and I'm looking for a bit of advice.
I’ve been a fan of LANY since 2016. Their songs remind me always of how love can inspire people. I love the rhythm of their famous “I Love You So Bad” and “Hurts”. But just recently, they released a very heartbreaking piece, “Thru These Tears”. The first lines hit me so hard. The song fits perfectly to me, especially that I just came from a breakup. The guy whom I fell in love with...
My sister is ignoring me again. Once, she did so for three years. Here's a poem I wrote today about her:SKIN CANCERMelanoma MelanieYou attached yourselfTo the skin overMy heartAnd started spreadingShitThroughout my bodyAbsorbingTaking what you neededOr wantedReveling in my agonyCelebrating yourTakeoverOf my brain cellsSo I questioned myselfBlaming myselfFor your sinsBut my heart was...