i really need to talk but i can never say it so i guess this is kinda the only way i can do it. everythings slipping and i need to control it but i can't. I cn't even take drugs anymore because my boss noticed the other day that id taken them the night before and wants me to stop or it might cost my job. my jobs the only good thing going for me now because its just where i feel im wanted and belong and my boss and his wife treats me like second family and i just don't want them to hate me! if anyone knows how i take control of my life and feel happy without the drugs please please talk to me
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