I have a horrible time trying to leave my house.When I do,I feel like everyone is watching me and thinking horrible things about me.When I'm in a crowded store or something,I usually find my way to the bathroom and sit in a stall and cry because of how intense the feeling of everyone disliking me is. I even started homeschooling because I couldn't handle feeling that way.I don't hang out with my friends,I rarely go to family gatherings,and I can't do anything that requires me to leave my house for over four hours without breaking down.Is this anxiety or am I just crazy?
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