i used to have really really bad anxiety but its had gotten better but my "friends" still really havent, when i used to get an anxiety attack sometimes my friends wouldnt no what to do and kind of panic or id have those ones whod be like just handle it, or just stop crying, they obviously dont get it, well a few days ago i went back to school from winter break and i had gone to my locker and i couldnt get it open, i kept trying and trying but still didnt work, so by then i was so anxious and losing it i was nervous to go to the office but i did end up going and eventually got it open, when i was walking to class i saw my face in a mirror and i was as white as a sheet of paper and shook for a while longer, but i went on, so later on in the day my friend asked if i had got it open and i said yea i was really nervous and blah so she says yea u need to work on it i mean it was just ur locker u were totally freaking out and she said it kind of like god whats ur problem, and whats the cherry on the top of that sundae is that she knows about my anxiety and i have explained this to her many times and every time she just is rude about it, i dont get it, its kind of funny though cause this happened to me when i was younger and i automatically started to cry and shake which is way different from how i handled this time, do any of you find that people dont generally understand ur anxiety or how bad it can really get?
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