i have been feeling down and i have the urge to cut. just one more so i can take get rid of my pain. i have a razorblade hidden so no one can find it. its getting harder and harder to fight this urge, this addiction. maybe one more wouldn't hurt. it's no big deal. right? so much stress, pain, emptiness, and i want to feel again. i know how to hide it and no one will ever know. hell they can't even see that i'm hurting so i doubt they will notice the marks. i think i'm going to tonight. NO i know i will. i want to finally FEEL!!
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