Oh Please don't miss understand. I miss Laney with all my heart. But ever since my family & friends had that party last sat. for me. I have been in this good mode. All week long.I FEEL again. I smile. I'm starting to eat & food tastes so good. I talk to Laney & get this warm feeling down deep in my soul. I feel so loved. I feel things that I haven't in a long time. My faith feels so real. I feel like I took a step forward. I feel so guilty at times for feeling good. But it feels right. Im still not going out but im not in my bed crying all the time. I do enjoy going to work again. I don't mind Thursdays. I feel so close to My sweet Laney I can't explain that but it's a nice feeling. I don't think Im going crazy. I'm not looking for the next wave to hit. I don't like feeling so guilty for feeling good. Laney thank you for the warmth, I miss you so, Please take away the guilt, Love MeMa Barb
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