I finally called the coroner's office and asked them about Ari's results, they said they were just about to call us and let us know that everything came back that she was healthy and all of the toxicology results came back negative. So it truly was SIDS...I'm just shaking right now..I'm not sure how I feel about everything, I'm a bit numb.....I am so relieved that nobody did anything wrong and that my baby girl did not suffer when she passed away, but I can't help but be pissed and upset...I want to punch something right now...I just want an answer..not a theory...not a guess...I want an answer to why my baby girl had to leave this world so early. This just sucks, I knew it was SIDS and I'm okay with that, but I just got this rush of anger come over me...I am so out of it right now. Sorry for venting and not making much sense, but thanks for listening! ((hugs))
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