I have a hard time to accept my disability! Why cant I be the first one to make a recovery full! why cant I stil get a PHD! Why cant I marry and have a beutiful family! Why cant I bee that person! Why do I have to take all this negative assumptions! Why should I accept this! Why am I still fighting! Why do I still have a love for people when sometimes I hate who I am! Why do I feel like I have this burning unqunchable feeling that I will stand and over come! Why not me, Why not now! Why not be the victor not the victim!
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