I feel like I am totally nuts. I have an insane job that I can be at work 2 hours or 2 days, I never know. I have only taken 1 sick day in 4 years and I just took two in a row. I feel like I am falling apart. I have always had a good grasp on everything and for the first time I feel like I have failed at something. I have always been very agressive and blunt, but I have been taking to a whole new level. I have been taking work anger out on my wife, never in a million years physical, but extremely mental. I want out of my jobs so bad and can unless I want to take a 40k paycut. I stay up for days always feel like I will be late and always have a ton to do but never do anything. The only thing I am taking is Xanax I'm only told to take .5 but take double to do anything. I have tried everything nothing works and I am wrecking a good marriage and a great wife. Anyone else feel like this and can give a hand please do.
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