Hi! New to this community and wanted to introduce myself..My names Janelle,26 yrs old,mother of two boys,Gabriel (5) and Andrew (23 mo).Gabriel was premature baby and is now suffering in school because of it.My youngest Andrew is age equivalent of a 8-10 mo old baby.The therapists are whispering autism.We are yet to have him diagnosed.I am not married to their father,it has been a very very rough to say the least 8 years.I am here becasue I have difficulty dealing under stress and am under tremendous amount of stress every single day.It is a struggle.To people on the outside I seem to cope relatively well,my sis and mom comment all the time at how well I deal with the kids etc etc.,but inside I am falling apart.My heart starts racing as well as my mind.Sometimes I feel like I cant breath and my chest hurts.The little engine in my head starts racing and its like I have a little elf stuck in my brain antagonizing me.I am afraid to tell a doc because I fear they will think I am crazy and take me from my boys.Its not as if I hear voices,its just hard to explain..I just seem to panic inside.Just wondering if I am alone on this one?? Anyhow I realize thats all a bit much for intro but it is what it is.I am here to get insight and offer any I may have to offer.Glad to be here.-Janelle
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