i live my life the same way every day. I get up and put on a feke smile. I try to talk to my husband and i dont think he gets what i am saying. If i am not upset abou the way my 7 year old treats me then i am upset about our money issues, or that michael and i are fighting. i dont think that i have much strength left in me to keep going. I have tried so much. Talking writing asking advice. At one point in my life i tired drugs. I cant go see a doctor i dont have the MONEY. I dont know what to do
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