ok....yeah...so i know im 16 and i know that i havent lived enough to feel pressured or stress. but sometimes it seems to be thateveryone just doesnt want to listen to me just because THEY THINK im stupid or ignorant, or because im 16....im in marching band and there are kids there who act like idiots but expect to be given respect. but the kidswho are treated with respect and are like authority figures, are treated like idiots but the kids who are morons....and not only that everyone else can have a bad day and be pissed off but as soon as i havea problem my family gets mad....and the only ppl ireally turned to is Kristal and my exs Magen and Ivana....thats really it...and it doesnt matter how much i just want to be alone....ppl wont leave me be, because they want me to help them with their problems....and knowing me i have to be gentleman and i personal dont like circiting my problems....so im stuck between a rock and a hard placeand it doesnt matter how hard i try i just keep getting pushed harder behind it....it doesnt matter whatisday to my mum or my father or my birth mum or anyone no one listens......its just sometimes a lost cause....andfuck....Kristal will call andif i say im busy or tired shes gets pissed at me....or if i saysomething wrong....shesgetsmad....it doesnt matter howhard i try it seems like no one really will actually care....any advice for the lil lesbian on the east coast
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