I am replying, I hear what you've said, I won't try to be you're friend. Is your adrenaline still pumping? Reply if you want and have a good evening.

Sometimes venting is a good relief systom. You are not wrong in how you approached your rant. Yes some do seem to be cliqish but it is just that they have become closer personally to some and to lighten their load of having to feel like they must have somekind of rocket scientists reply each post may talk simple things to some they happen to get to know better. That is life. We all clique with some more than others depending on our interests. It is good to research but nothing is good done to obsession or extreme one way. Rest assured all with similiar conditions understand and you are in their prayers more than you realize. It would be impossible to have persoanl contact with all with such a large support system here at DS. Start with those you have on your friends list to get closer to them. As you read others threads you may want to repsond to as we all just need a listening ear sometimes. Give it time to grow. You'll conect closer to some than others but one of the greatest things here is we all support each other weather it be a simple hug for support or thank you for support back. Hang in here you are listened to. Be thankful you have a wonderful loving man that trys his best to understand and help you. Never give up!

misskyra! dont misinterpret what i said. i truly do want to have friends on the boards! i was just venting and feeling sorry for myself i feel better now thank god. i would love to be your friend..i you'll have me.