this is a rant but not a mean one. i used to be a member of the BP discussion board 4 yrs ago and left because i no longer felt safe there due to some very viscious people. i decided to give it another try but its so different now and theres so many more poeople and theyre all CLICKED UP. i cant get any attention there cause theyre all too busy being friends ( u know what i mean) any post i put out there is ignored or i get 1 or 2 replies and its pissing me off! they do have a lot of decent folks there and they are all nice, but i dont wanna hear what someones favorite color is, word association games... when i get angry i shake all over (like now) i know it sounds very selfish (it is) i guess its too big now! when i awas there ago, it was small and sweet now its a huge monster! i feel like a fool talking about this i really do, but im so lonely .. im so sorry im just so angry! i just want a voice..am i wrong? tell me if i am!!!! i just want someone to hear me!!am i on the right board?
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