Does anyone else feel like they cannot remember much of the day they gave birth to your angels? I keep going back in my mind and certain parts are so clear but i feel like im missing chunks of that day. I dont know if it was because they drugged me up so much or if im being spaired from certain memories. That whole day i gave birth was very undramatic. The day i found out Avery had died was the worst day of my life but the day I gave birth was so quiet and uneventful. I dont know if its a good thing that i dont remember much or if i got robbed from the only day I had with her in my arms. Did anyone give birth without any drugs? I am really thinking about the next time i give birth i want to do it natural because i dont want to miss one secnd of that day.
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