Hi... My name is Melissa. My husband and I lost our baby girl on April 22, 2008. I was 39 weeks pregnant. I am absolutely losing my mind and at first found so much comfort in this site. I have been laying low for awhile but I'm trying to pick myself back up again. Abigail was our first and at first I wanted to get pregnant right away. After a few weeks, my mind changed. Its only been about 11 weeks and now we are talking about starting to try again. I know it sounds like I've been so up and down but it feels like I've been thru a lifetime in 11 weeks. We would like to have a few children and I am 28 so we would like to get started asap. My husband is very supportive and just wants to wait until I'm def ready. Am I crazy that I want to try again so soon? Is this a natural reaction?? Will it make things better or bring color back to my world?? I feel like I long for a baby to hold and every time I see someone who is pregnant I miss it so much. I know that nothing can bring my baby girl back but I want so badly to have more children. Any advice??? I guess I'm just venting... thanks for listening.
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