My daughter Addison was born at 27 weeks. I went to the hospital after not feeling her move all day and they told me there was no heart beat. This was the worst moment of my life. At this point they induced my labour as I was showing no signs of starting labour naturally. Addison was born 5 hrs later. She was the most beautiful baby Ive ever seen, she looked absolutely perfect except for her fingers on both hands were misformed as were her toes on one foot. After her birth we opted for an autopsy to be done, at the time it just seemed like the thing to do. Now 7 weeks have passed and Ive decided to not get the results. The curiosity is killing me but I dont think I could handle news that this was something hereditary and unavoidable in the future. I think that perhaps Im suffering from a little denial but I figure Addison isnt coming back whether I know what caused her death or not and I dont feel as though I could handle anymore devastation in my life. I just wanted to know if anyone else has had any similar situations.
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