Hi everyone, I wanted to say hello. I haven't been on here much, I come on now and again to see how everyone is doing. Its been about one year and 10 months since I lost Jett. I am living my "normal" llife, my daughter graduated high school. I had a very hard time with that because I was supposed to have a son to care for when she is gone and now I feel so empty. I still miss him everyday. I read through my journals of the first year and some poems the other day and I just cried and cried. It does get easier over time but never goes away enough that I might not cry at any moment. I haven't been able to get pregnant again and I still have dreams all the time that I am pregnant. I have a hard time seeing all the new mommies that join on here, I wish it would stop. I can be happy for pregnant women now but still feel envy and I get angry at celebrities who get prego, I feel like they dont deserve it... Is that weird? Anyway, there is my update! I still come here when it gets too hard and I'm grateful to have this site and all of you. Bless you all.
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