this morning i went to church, this is only the 3rd time that i've been since losing amariah. the second song we sang was "jesus loves me", we sang that song at amariah's funeral. i started crying and couldn't stop, it was so awful, i ended up leaving church right after the song. 2 family friends came outside to make sure i was going to be ok enough to get home but i hugged one of the girls who was a bridesmaid in my mom's wedding and just cried my eyes out. the thing that gets me is we sing "jesus loves me" to ryleigh pretty much everyday, she loves the song and its never bothered me before but today in church it hit like a ton of bricks. i just don't get it, why can i sing a song to ryleigh almost everyday but we sing it at church and i lose it. has anyone else had something like that happen to them?
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